It wasn't anybody's fault. Sometimes things like that happen.
[ with his other hand, prompto continues to tease at clive's chaotic hair, tucking some of it behind an ear. there's more he should say, he knows that, but clive is looking for some kind of forgiveness that prompto doesn't think is necessary. no one's to blame for what happened; it's not the first time he's been injured in a fight, and it undoubtedly won't be the last. still —
he tries to tip clive's face up so he can look at him. ] Hey, it really is okay. It wasn't even bad enough for a phoenix down. [ which is saying something. ] I'll get some rest, and be good as new.
[ which means no exploring lestallum on their first night there or partaking in some of the local cuisine. but it's a small price to pay. ]
[ can you believe that Clive is from a final fantasy that doesn't have phoenix downs....... it's deadsville all across the board in his world, and that might be why his reaction to Prompto being injured is so dire, even if it's perhaps Not That Serious. there is just so much death in his life, so many people he's tried and failed to save.
which is a Clive Problem, and not a Prompto Problem. he's grown enough to know this, too. his frown lingers, but the deep furrow between his brows evens out somewhat; there's no point in arguing the truth that, yes, sometimes thinks like that do happen.
but he just doesn't like it happening to Prompto. which is probably the sum total of all of their problems: that Clive likes Prompto too much. he considers telling Prompto that he felt his heart stop beating when he saw Prompto fall, but.
that probably won't help things any. so he doesn't. ]
...Then I'll do my utmost to tend to you. [ still kneeling, he cranes up to press his lips against Prompto's cheek. ] Anything you need. Just say the word.
[ another potion would probably be nice. Clive fishes one out of his pack after he pulls back, placing it carefully on Prompto's lap. ]
[ it's probably not a good thing to rely on them anyhow; they're expensive, and the resulting hunts or tasks they go on to earn gil wouldn't even cover the end result depending on how many items they use to begin with. but he sort of gets it? a little? real death is something he knows all too much about, and again, this is why they should probably talk about some of this at some point.
but maybe later? right now, prompto is exhausted and still in an incredible amount of pain. ]
I know, [ and he says it as he uncaps the bottle and downs that too. ] You always take care of me.
[ prompto swallows at the taste, familiar now after having had so many of them but still not his most favorite thing. he almost misses all the healing magic, something he can't access on his own because he's just a normal person with normal abilities (that are way OP compared to the average guy), and he's stuck with normal ways of recovering from injuries.
abandoning the now-empty potion to the floor, he carefully shifts to the edge of the chair and draws clive in close. ]
Wanna shower? I can still smell that thing's breath if I breathe in too much. [ not to mention the blood... ]
[ god knows that Clive is not going to launch into existential quandaries when Prompto looks like he's been hit by a truck. any confessions about the amount of catastrophic deaths he's seen (and caused) can happen when it doesn't hurt Prompto to breathe, so―
―another kiss, this time to Prompto's jaw. ]
I'll draw us a bath.
[ showers require standing, and Clive has committed himself to carrying Prompto everywhere for the foreseeable future (the next few hours). it's going to be A Time when he figures out room service and makes the poor hotel employee deal with everything going on.
later, though. straightening up, Clive hefts Prompto back up against his chest and into the bridal carry from before, and makes his way over to the room's (nearly unnecessarily) spacious bathroom. a far cry from their cramped motel showers. ]
―What hurts most? [ just so he can be mindful. he is also absolutely proceeding on the basis of getting into the tub with Prompto, despite it being designed for one and a half people to fit inside it comfortably. ]
[ he barely gets a word out before clive is picking him up again, drawing in a sharp inhale through his teeth. any other time, he would have squirmed at all the extra attention, but right now, it isn't terribly comfortable in any position that requires a lot of weight pressed to certain parts of him. the potion has helped with some of the cramping and his energy levels, but they aren't a cure-all for bruising or bone-deep discomfort.
so, for a moment, prompto rests against clive and focuses on breathing. ]
I dunno. [ once he's set down, he'll begin pulling off his socks and removing his wristband. ] Feels like everything, but I think, um, my hip. It got me pretty good with its tail.
[ which is how he'd ended up flipping over in the first place. and prompto is so focused on undressing, using part of the wall for balance as he shoves the stained and damp material of his skinny jeans down his legs that there's no room for shyness. not that he should be considering how intimate they've been, but it's one of those things for him. he hisses softly as he lifts one foot to free it and then the other.
yikes, he's already starting to bruise. ]
Yeah, I think that's gonna be sore for a while. [ not to draw clive's attention to it, but it's kind of hard to miss given how dark it is. ]
[ the bruise is an angry-looking thing, shaped like a whip, extending from thigh to hip. purple-red, bigger than the span of Clive's hand. he crouches next to Prompto to inspect it, but doesn't touch; it's the worst of many other smaller but nevertheless concerning-looking injuries, from the slight swelling of an ankle to the various cuts and scrapes that have soothed over from the potion, but still look inflamed regardless.
he helps Prompto out of the last of his clothes, setting them aside to be cleaned. there are a few soft-looking bathrobes hanging on the wall of the bathroom, which he takes note of for later use― he inspects the bath to make sure it's lukewarm instead of hot, and stops the water.
fussing. it might be a bit funny, all things considered, to watch a grown-ass man flit about like this. ]
...I should have been more careful. My magic doesn't work here the way it does in Valisthea.
[ not to provide any excuses for his poor performance, obviously. he strips off his own layers as he talks, though he's not exactly the one covered in dragon slime. ]
[ prompto focuses on getting out of his clothes and making it over to the tub, though he thinks it'll be better to wait for clive to climb in first. it'll be easier to situate himself and then relax rather than try to squeeze them both into the tub. it's not small, but it's also not the kind of thing one would find in a more expensive suite. ]
And I should've paid more attention. [ there's that slight but lazy shrug again. ] I was tryin' to reload when it swung around, so... all of this'll heal.
[ it hadn't been terribly life-threatening outside that one brief moment, and prompto doesn't want to relive it so soon. instead, he eases into the tub with clive's help and sinks into the water just as slowly, his breath hitching at the movements and how much it burns to fold himself to sit. but he manages, and they're both mostly submerged in the water when he presses back against clive's solid frame in quiet relief. prompto will get to cleaning his arms and chest and face as soon as he finds the motivation. ]
And I know you're here too, and that's a big help. [ unlike before, when he'd been on his own, he has clive to rely on. ]
[ Clive submits himself to being a man-shaped mattress shielding Prompto from hard porcelain, and loosely wraps his arms around Prompto's middle once they find some measure of comfort in their position in the tub. water displaces under him, and he takes to moving it over Prompto's shoulders, then gathering some in his hand to comb through sun-blond hair. careful, and tactile.
he'll stop if told to. far be it for Prompto to exhaust himself by putting up with anything that could be seen as an externalization of Clive's self-doubt. ]
...I'm sorry. I didn't intend to make you reassure me.
[ a sigh, and kiss to the back of Prompto's neck. ]
Ignore me. It's only that I care for you.
[ the obvious reason for all of Clive's angst, reframed in a way that has nothing to do with Prompto or what he did (which was 'everything right'). ]
[ the simple motions of having water pour over him – gentle and sweet under clive's reassuring hands – has him practically melting. it feels good; even if he hadn't been injured, a bath would have been the first of many things on his list to accomplish. there's no rush to it either, soaking in the added benefit of warm water and the careful attention clive gives him.
prompto hums a little, a quiet and encouraging sound. ]
I'm just telling you how it is. [ reassurance or not, anyway. ] But I get it. I'd probably be doin' the same if things were reversed.
[ it's a gentle tease, an attempt to prod at clive and get him to stop focusing so hard on what could have been. prompto isn't usually the type to hold grudges or seek recompense unless it's under the most extreme circumstances, and this? it's really nothing. he doesn't know how else to prove it, turning his head towards him so he can see clive's face. ]
I care about you too, you know. [ biting at his lower lip, prompto hesitates before adding, ] Like, a lot.
[ he thinks about that― "if things were reversed"― and he admits to himself that yes, it would probably play out in a similar way, with him waving his injuries away and possibly giving Prompto a headache about it. which isn't to say that Clive has a headache right now. if anything, he's grateful that Prompto is allowing him this closeness when it might be the case that Prompto would like some space.
but then he turns, and says that. Clive's busy heart aches in his chest again, affection and worry and everything else that's yet unnameable reverberating through his chest. ]
...I know. [ his hand slides from damp hair, down to cup Prompto's cheek. ] It only makes me want you more.
[ and it makes him afraid of losing, and makes him terrified of seeing (or, worse, not being able to see) Prompto hurt. like everyone else who has ever showed Clive kindness, or grace, or patience. ]
I'd thought I was starting to get accustomed to this world. ...And yet, when left to my own, I felt your absence so starkly.
[ he hadn't thought he'd have the energy, but he flushes with such a stark statement, trying to turn his face into clive's hand in an attempt to let it pass. it's not as if they're sitting in a way that allows him to see much beyond his shoulders and the sides of his head, but...
it only makes me want you more.
prompto doesn't think anyone has ever said anything like that to him before. ]
It takes some getting used to, that's for sure. [ and he wonders how clive would have felt in such a busy city like insomnia—if it was still standing. ] Maybe we should just stick together from now on. Even if it takes twice as long. [ because there's no real hurry, is there? except the unknown clock ticking down to the moment clive returns home.
prompto sighs. ] I just wanna spend as much time with you as I can anyway.
[ Clive finally relaxes a bit more when Prompto leans and presses against his palm with almost catlike sweetness, and reciprocates by smoothing over his cheek with a thumb. it's gratifying, not to have to squeeze the breadth of his affection through a keyhole, second-guessing whether it will be accepted.
he smiles, though he knows Prompto will probably miss it from this angle. ]
You don't find it unseemly that a grown man would miss you after only a handful of minutes away?
[ the tone is light, instead of self-deprecating. acknowledging how absurd the concept of missing someone after only a handful of hours is, but also stating it without much in the way of shame. Prompto should know that Clive is crazy for him.
he kisses the back of Prompto's neck again, urging him to give Clive more of his weight. ]
[ there's just always something about the way clive speaks that relaxes him, so it doesn't take much for prompto to fully press back against him. he carefully attempts to stretch out his legs, hissing softly at the dull throb that's beginning to overtake the entire bruised area. but rather than focus on it, he closes his eyes and thinks about every point of contact between them.
back to chest, thighs, arms... ]
Mm, nope. Nothing weird about that at all. [ it's mumbled almost like an afterthought, reaching for clive's hand so he can curl his arm around him. ] 'Cuz I missed you too. I like knowing I can turn around and see you.
[ the adrenaline's starting to wear thin now, and he's exhausted, feeling as if he'd just run a marathon. the fight hadn't even lasted that long either. ]
Hey, Clive. [ to get his attention but mostly to say his name. ] If we don't find anything here, there are other places we can look. Or, I dunno. Nothing says we have to wander around forever.
[ Clive lets Prompto have the one arm, while the other reaches sideways for the bottle of body wash he'd set aside before climbing into the tub. he cracks it open and lets some of its contents spill onto Prompto's shoulder, then gently works it over his chest, his arms, to wash away the worst of the splashback blood and grime.
idly, he thinks about doing this for Prompto every day. keeping him comfortable, letting minutes drag into hours. it's a idyllic fantasy: putting down his sword, and just existing for the sake of existing.
lips near Prompto's ear, he hums when called. he likes the sound of his name in that bright voice. ]
If we don't find the answers we seek in this town, I would be content to go anywhere you'd like.
[ apparently, in this world, information isn't isolated to certain lore libraries in specific places. still a staggering thought. ]
Though... if there's any location nearby that would shed more light on Eikons in this world, I would like to go there. I think your people call them 'Astrals'― they bear the same names as the powers vested in me.
[ they won't be able to sit too long in the water once he rinses off the soap, but for now, he's content to let clive do whatever he wants. it's nice, and he's more than comfortable despite the constant reminder of his bruised hip and thigh. prompto's almost lulled into a sort of daze when clive mentions astrals, and all he can do is sort of nod vaguely. ]
There are a few places I know we can visit. [ it's not an uncomfortable topic to discuss, but it's edging closer now to things he misses. people he misses. ] Some of 'em are nearby, but others... I dunno. I never really understood that part of the whole thing – Noct making a pact with the Astrals. He'd be better at explaining it if —
[ his throat immediately closes up, grief wrapping tightly around his tongue. prompto has to swallow sharply to force himself to continue. ]
Anyway, we can go there? Maybe it'll make more sense to you since, uh, you know. You've got that connection and all. [ he idly pushes his fingers between clive's and gives them a gentle squeeze. ] But we can figure all that out tomorrow. Or whenever really.
[ right now? he just wants to savor this moment with him and rest. ]
[ if, Prompto says, then trails off. anyway, Prompto says, and Clive can tell it's something he doesn't want pursued (not now, at least). Clive lets that verbal hiccup go unaddressed, understanding that Prompto will speak about the things that haunt him when he's ready to, or perhaps never at all. everyone is entitled to their secrets, in some form or the other.
so he reassures with a squeeze of his own, fingers tangled in fingers, and hums again. ]
We've just only arrived in this town. We can enjoy our time here for a bit longer.
[ rinsing Prompto off, Clive tips his head. ]
I'd like to try the 'cup noodles' at least once.
[ a less complicated quest than the matter of him existing in this world at all. someone with the vocabulary might call it 'date plans', but honestly, he really does want to spend some harmless time with Prompto. ]
[ for some reason, clive mentioning cup noodles makes him laugh. it's real and amused until it shakes him too much, and he grimaces. ]
Shit, ow. [ his smile can be heard in the way he still chuckles. ] Yeah, we totally have to do cup noodles. I'll get the spicy ones so you can try those too.
[ if there's anything clive has picked up about prompto, it's his tolerance (and love) of hot foods. ]
Tomorrow sound good for that? We should stay in tonight, and order something. Anything you want. [ he'll probably have to explain the concept of room service eventually. ] I'm gonna be pretty useless once we get out of this tub.
[ that, and the thought of laying down is so nice that prompto is already leaning forward to silently cue clive to help him out of the tub. the water's starting to cool, which is sort of unpleasant, and besides, most of the grime from the daemon and the fight has been washed away thanks to those attentive hands. ]
[ that said, Prompto's idea of "spicy" will probably kill Clive....... but he's willing to suffer if it'll put a smile on Prompto's face. as always, the sound of his laugh makes Clive want to kiss it out of his mouth.
maybe when Prompto has more energy to spare for kisses, though. sensing the implicit request to get out of the bath, Clive drains it and helps them lift themselves up and out of the cramped space. Prompto gets wrapped up in the soft hotel bathrobe and hefted back up into Clive's arms to be chauffeured back to bed, and Clive pulls himself into a more comfortable pair of lounge pants once he's made sure that Prompto is comfortable on the mattress. shirtless, steaming, hair unruly.
their bedroom has two of everything, including beds, but Clive sits on the edge of the one that Prompto is occupying, opting to stay close just in case. ]
Do you need anything?
[ water? to turn the TV on? (might take a second.) ]
[ it's strange not having to do much on his own, allowing clive to (essentially) baby him because he knows it'll help in the long run. for once, prompto tries to enjoy it, and while clive is changing, he rearranges some of the pillows to resist the urge to burrow beneath the blankets.
despite his own exhaustion, it's not quite late enough. he doesn't want to be wide awake at some terrible hour in the morning to just stare at the ceiling. ]
You, [ prompto answers truthfully, shifting to make room for him on the mattress. he smiles at him, gaze sweeping over the display right in front of him. ] It's all I really need right now.
[ and want, too, but he doesn't say that out loud. instead, he urges clive to join him on the bed properly, dipping into the pillows and focusing all of his attention on the other man. it dulls the pain to think about something else, fingers teasing at damp strands of dark hair as he gently rubs along the line of his jaw. like this, he isn't so intimidating. like this, prompto could tick away the hours watching and memorizing every part of him, and even then, he'd never get tired of it.
maybe that's why he doesn't add anything else, pushing up to kiss him on the mouth as softly as his touch. ]
[ "you" errs on the side of being lethal. Clive wasn't lying when he said that every affirmation that comes out of Prompto's mouth only makes him want to be with him more: he worries, to some extent, that Prompto might be giving too much of himself too soon, but he'd be a hypocrite if he said so. this bright young man already has so much of his heart in a vicegrip, anyway.
so. they kiss. Clive, with his fingertips brushing along Prompto's jaw, then his chin, tipping him as carefully as he can to deepen the contact just enough to be affectionate without being cloying.
god, he's in too deep. so fucking attached. it didn't take watching Prompto get bodied by a wyvern for Clive to realize it, but it certainly didn't help him moderate his feelings; if anything, it's made him feel even more protective in a way that was completely unplanned for. too much, too soon, too quickly. (the running theme.) ]
...Indulge me any more, and you'll really find me hard to get rid of.
[ warmly, as their lips part. and, despite the content of his words, Clive beams; his eyes narrow in fondness, as if Prompto is the brightest point of light in a three-mile radius. ]
prompto wants to be close to him, let the warmth of his body soak into his until they're just a pile of limbs. and more than likely, it's the desperation beginning to sink in now; a stark awareness of what could have happened had neither of them acted quickly enough or had done things differently. he refuses to let clive put too much distance between them, hand lightly gripping at the back of his neck. ]
Hard or hard? [ he grins as he says it, matching the kind of liveliness reflected in clive's gaze. but he can only hold it for so long, eventually half-groaning and half-laughing at himself. ] Sorry, sorry. Even I know that's just bad. But what can I say? You inspire me.
[ to be stupid, to be silly. to be honest.
it's with those thoughts in mind that prompto kisses him again, slowly and much more encouraging as his fingers slip into clive's hair to hold him close. ]
[ it's stupid how good Prompto feels. Clive is in love with how those fingers tangle in his hair and pull him in, how eager that mouth is to be kissed and explored. he makes a soft sound in the back of his throat, low and content, and slides as close as he can without putting weight on any part of Prompto that he knows must still be screaming in pain.
speaking of: ] Don't provoke me. [ again, an instance where the tone doesn't match what Clive is saying. teeth find Prompto's bottom lip, and nip it with playful chiding. ] You need rest.
[ which is to say: Clive isn't the one with bruises over half his body, and he can and will get hard if Prompto keeps being sweet. a testament, again, to how stupid Prompto makes him feel, eager in ways that Clive has repressed for a long, long time. ]
Unless you want to punish me for my poor performance earlier. You would be entitled.
[ blue-balling him is a very legitimate form of revenge, actually. Clive laughs about it, because it's very absurd. ]
[ clive laughs, and so does prompto, enjoying this so much more than whatever penance he'd sought earlier. it's warm and sweet, the kind of thing he's become familiar with since their unlikely friendship had shifted into much more intimate territory. which is why he makes an effort to press closer, urging clive against him despite the aching throb through certain parts of him. ]
I'm already resting. [ he's in a bed? and he's comfortable. ] You said whatever I need, right? [ prompto punctuates the question with a kiss. ] I'm not gonna punish you. I want to be close to you.
[ he wants to feel him, to know that he's still there with him.
it takes a moment for prompto to find his courage, ignoring the strain of his muscles as he gives clive's hair a forward pull in an attempt to topple him. the positioning is a little awkward, but he doesn't let up, kissing away whatever protests might fall out of clive's mouth. only on a breath does he continue. ]
...Is that okay? [ as if he's going to force clive into something he doesn't actually want. ]
[ as if there's anything else Clive would rather be doing. careful, Clive mouths against Prompto's lips at all the shifting, hand instinctively moving to Prompto's hip before remembering the bruise that sits there, too. all his life, he's spent hurting; he wants to avoid any of it when he's around someone he cares so deeply for.
because he does. unmistakably. Prompto's eyes flick up towards Clive, asking for permission, and Clive thinks that he would agree to anything at this point. ]
More than, [ he breathes. it's actually a Problem, how little of a problem it is to simply stay. ] I want to be as close as you'll let me.
[ even if it makes him ache with everything he won't be able to do, with Prompto in his current condition. ]
You are－ [ another laugh, between kisses. ] ―Irresistible.
he's never had anything like this before, and it's not as if clive knows that particular truth about him (yet). how often he'd spend all his time alone—foster parents who were never home, no real friends until high school. even after that, well... his best friend is gone, and the others he'd stuck by had their own kind of soul-searching to do, which had left him, once again, on his own. but clive pays attention to him and spoils him with sweet words and even sweeter actions.
it's an addicting feeling, one that even overpowers the physical limitations of his body.
prompto huffs out a soft sound of indignation and nudges his nose against clive's before gently knocking their foreheads together. soft affection. ]
Not like you, [ he teases back, finally letting his hands smooth down clive's neck and over his shoulders. ] And I'll so show you when I don't feel so runover. But right now? [ prompto tips his face and kisses the corner of clive's mouth. ] Maybe you should get a little closer.
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It wasn't anybody's fault. Sometimes things like that happen.
[ with his other hand, prompto continues to tease at clive's chaotic hair, tucking some of it behind an ear. there's more he should say, he knows that, but clive is looking for some kind of forgiveness that prompto doesn't think is necessary. no one's to blame for what happened; it's not the first time he's been injured in a fight, and it undoubtedly won't be the last. still —
he tries to tip clive's face up so he can look at him. ] Hey, it really is okay. It wasn't even bad enough for a phoenix down. [ which is saying something. ] I'll get some rest, and be good as new.
[ which means no exploring lestallum on their first night there or partaking in some of the local cuisine. but it's a small price to pay. ]
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which is a Clive Problem, and not a Prompto Problem. he's grown enough to know this, too. his frown lingers, but the deep furrow between his brows evens out somewhat; there's no point in arguing the truth that, yes, sometimes thinks like that do happen.
but he just doesn't like it happening to Prompto. which is probably the sum total of all of their problems: that Clive likes Prompto too much. he considers telling Prompto that he felt his heart stop beating when he saw Prompto fall, but.
that probably won't help things any. so he doesn't. ]
...Then I'll do my utmost to tend to you. [ still kneeling, he cranes up to press his lips against Prompto's cheek. ] Anything you need. Just say the word.
[ another potion would probably be nice. Clive fishes one out of his pack after he pulls back, placing it carefully on Prompto's lap. ]
Anything.
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but maybe later? right now, prompto is exhausted and still in an incredible amount of pain. ]
I know, [ and he says it as he uncaps the bottle and downs that too. ] You always take care of me.
[ prompto swallows at the taste, familiar now after having had so many of them but still not his most favorite thing. he almost misses all the healing magic, something he can't access on his own because he's just a normal person with normal abilities (that are way OP compared to the average guy), and he's stuck with normal ways of recovering from injuries.
abandoning the now-empty potion to the floor, he carefully shifts to the edge of the chair and draws clive in close. ]
Wanna shower? I can still smell that thing's breath if I breathe in too much. [ not to mention the blood... ]
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―another kiss, this time to Prompto's jaw. ]
I'll draw us a bath.
[ showers require standing, and Clive has committed himself to carrying Prompto everywhere for the foreseeable future (the next few hours). it's going to be A Time when he figures out room service and makes the poor hotel employee deal with everything going on.
later, though. straightening up, Clive hefts Prompto back up against his chest and into the bridal carry from before, and makes his way over to the room's (nearly unnecessarily) spacious bathroom. a far cry from their cramped motel showers. ]
―What hurts most? [ just so he can be mindful. he is also absolutely proceeding on the basis of getting into the tub with Prompto, despite it being designed for one and a half people to fit inside it comfortably. ]
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so, for a moment, prompto rests against clive and focuses on breathing. ]
I dunno. [ once he's set down, he'll begin pulling off his socks and removing his wristband. ] Feels like everything, but I think, um, my hip. It got me pretty good with its tail.
[ which is how he'd ended up flipping over in the first place. and prompto is so focused on undressing, using part of the wall for balance as he shoves the stained and damp material of his skinny jeans down his legs that there's no room for shyness. not that he should be considering how intimate they've been, but it's one of those things for him. he hisses softly as he lifts one foot to free it and then the other.
yikes, he's already starting to bruise. ]
Yeah, I think that's gonna be sore for a while. [ not to draw clive's attention to it, but it's kind of hard to miss given how dark it is. ]
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he helps Prompto out of the last of his clothes, setting them aside to be cleaned. there are a few soft-looking bathrobes hanging on the wall of the bathroom, which he takes note of for later use― he inspects the bath to make sure it's lukewarm instead of hot, and stops the water.
fussing. it might be a bit funny, all things considered, to watch a grown-ass man flit about like this. ]
...I should have been more careful. My magic doesn't work here the way it does in Valisthea.
[ not to provide any excuses for his poor performance, obviously. he strips off his own layers as he talks, though he's not exactly the one covered in dragon slime. ]
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And I should've paid more attention. [ there's that slight but lazy shrug again. ] I was tryin' to reload when it swung around, so... all of this'll heal.
[ it hadn't been terribly life-threatening outside that one brief moment, and prompto doesn't want to relive it so soon. instead, he eases into the tub with clive's help and sinks into the water just as slowly, his breath hitching at the movements and how much it burns to fold himself to sit. but he manages, and they're both mostly submerged in the water when he presses back against clive's solid frame in quiet relief. prompto will get to cleaning his arms and chest and face as soon as he finds the motivation. ]
And I know you're here too, and that's a big help. [ unlike before, when he'd been on his own, he has clive to rely on. ]
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he'll stop if told to. far be it for Prompto to exhaust himself by putting up with anything that could be seen as an externalization of Clive's self-doubt. ]
...I'm sorry. I didn't intend to make you reassure me.
[ a sigh, and kiss to the back of Prompto's neck. ]
Ignore me. It's only that I care for you.
[ the obvious reason for all of Clive's angst, reframed in a way that has nothing to do with Prompto or what he did (which was 'everything right'). ]
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prompto hums a little, a quiet and encouraging sound. ]
I'm just telling you how it is. [ reassurance or not, anyway. ] But I get it. I'd probably be doin' the same if things were reversed.
[ it's a gentle tease, an attempt to prod at clive and get him to stop focusing so hard on what could have been. prompto isn't usually the type to hold grudges or seek recompense unless it's under the most extreme circumstances, and this? it's really nothing. he doesn't know how else to prove it, turning his head towards him so he can see clive's face. ]
I care about you too, you know. [ biting at his lower lip, prompto hesitates before adding, ] Like, a lot.
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but then he turns, and says that. Clive's busy heart aches in his chest again, affection and worry and everything else that's yet unnameable reverberating through his chest. ]
...I know. [ his hand slides from damp hair, down to cup Prompto's cheek. ] It only makes me want you more.
[ and it makes him afraid of losing, and makes him terrified of seeing (or, worse, not being able to see) Prompto hurt. like everyone else who has ever showed Clive kindness, or grace, or patience. ]
I'd thought I was starting to get accustomed to this world. ...And yet, when left to my own, I felt your absence so starkly.
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it only makes me want you more.
prompto doesn't think anyone has ever said anything like that to him before. ]
It takes some getting used to, that's for sure. [ and he wonders how clive would have felt in such a busy city like insomnia—if it was still standing. ] Maybe we should just stick together from now on. Even if it takes twice as long. [ because there's no real hurry, is there? except the unknown clock ticking down to the moment clive returns home.
prompto sighs. ] I just wanna spend as much time with you as I can anyway.
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he smiles, though he knows Prompto will probably miss it from this angle. ]
You don't find it unseemly that a grown man would miss you after only a handful of minutes away?
[ the tone is light, instead of self-deprecating. acknowledging how absurd the concept of missing someone after only a handful of hours is, but also stating it without much in the way of shame. Prompto should know that Clive is crazy for him.
he kisses the back of Prompto's neck again, urging him to give Clive more of his weight. ]
You spoil me.
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back to chest, thighs, arms... ]
Mm, nope. Nothing weird about that at all. [ it's mumbled almost like an afterthought, reaching for clive's hand so he can curl his arm around him. ] 'Cuz I missed you too. I like knowing I can turn around and see you.
[ the adrenaline's starting to wear thin now, and he's exhausted, feeling as if he'd just run a marathon. the fight hadn't even lasted that long either. ]
Hey, Clive. [ to get his attention but mostly to say his name. ] If we don't find anything here, there are other places we can look. Or, I dunno. Nothing says we have to wander around forever.
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idly, he thinks about doing this for Prompto every day. keeping him comfortable, letting minutes drag into hours. it's a idyllic fantasy: putting down his sword, and just existing for the sake of existing.
lips near Prompto's ear, he hums when called. he likes the sound of his name in that bright voice. ]
If we don't find the answers we seek in this town, I would be content to go anywhere you'd like.
[ apparently, in this world, information isn't isolated to certain lore libraries in specific places. still a staggering thought. ]
Though... if there's any location nearby that would shed more light on Eikons in this world, I would like to go there. I think your people call them 'Astrals'― they bear the same names as the powers vested in me.
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There are a few places I know we can visit. [ it's not an uncomfortable topic to discuss, but it's edging closer now to things he misses. people he misses. ] Some of 'em are nearby, but others... I dunno. I never really understood that part of the whole thing – Noct making a pact with the Astrals. He'd be better at explaining it if —
[ his throat immediately closes up, grief wrapping tightly around his tongue. prompto has to swallow sharply to force himself to continue. ]
Anyway, we can go there? Maybe it'll make more sense to you since, uh, you know. You've got that connection and all. [ he idly pushes his fingers between clive's and gives them a gentle squeeze. ] But we can figure all that out tomorrow. Or whenever really.
[ right now? he just wants to savor this moment with him and rest. ]
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so he reassures with a squeeze of his own, fingers tangled in fingers, and hums again. ]
We've just only arrived in this town. We can enjoy our time here for a bit longer.
[ rinsing Prompto off, Clive tips his head. ]
I'd like to try the 'cup noodles' at least once.
[ a less complicated quest than the matter of him existing in this world at all. someone with the vocabulary might call it 'date plans', but honestly, he really does want to spend some harmless time with Prompto. ]
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Shit, ow. [ his smile can be heard in the way he still chuckles. ] Yeah, we totally have to do cup noodles. I'll get the spicy ones so you can try those too.
[ if there's anything clive has picked up about prompto, it's his tolerance (and love) of hot foods. ]
Tomorrow sound good for that? We should stay in tonight, and order something. Anything you want. [ he'll probably have to explain the concept of room service eventually. ] I'm gonna be pretty useless once we get out of this tub.
[ that, and the thought of laying down is so nice that prompto is already leaning forward to silently cue clive to help him out of the tub. the water's starting to cool, which is sort of unpleasant, and besides, most of the grime from the daemon and the fight has been washed away thanks to those attentive hands. ]
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[ that said, Prompto's idea of "spicy" will probably kill Clive....... but he's willing to suffer if it'll put a smile on Prompto's face. as always, the sound of his laugh makes Clive want to kiss it out of his mouth.
maybe when Prompto has more energy to spare for kisses, though. sensing the implicit request to get out of the bath, Clive drains it and helps them lift themselves up and out of the cramped space. Prompto gets wrapped up in the soft hotel bathrobe and hefted back up into Clive's arms to be chauffeured back to bed, and Clive pulls himself into a more comfortable pair of lounge pants once he's made sure that Prompto is comfortable on the mattress. shirtless, steaming, hair unruly.
their bedroom has two of everything, including beds, but Clive sits on the edge of the one that Prompto is occupying, opting to stay close just in case. ]
Do you need anything?
[ water? to turn the TV on? (might take a second.) ]
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despite his own exhaustion, it's not quite late enough. he doesn't want to be wide awake at some terrible hour in the morning to just stare at the ceiling. ]
You, [ prompto answers truthfully, shifting to make room for him on the mattress. he smiles at him, gaze sweeping over the display right in front of him. ] It's all I really need right now.
[ and want, too, but he doesn't say that out loud. instead, he urges clive to join him on the bed properly, dipping into the pillows and focusing all of his attention on the other man. it dulls the pain to think about something else, fingers teasing at damp strands of dark hair as he gently rubs along the line of his jaw. like this, he isn't so intimidating. like this, prompto could tick away the hours watching and memorizing every part of him, and even then, he'd never get tired of it.
maybe that's why he doesn't add anything else, pushing up to kiss him on the mouth as softly as his touch. ]
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so. they kiss. Clive, with his fingertips brushing along Prompto's jaw, then his chin, tipping him as carefully as he can to deepen the contact just enough to be affectionate without being cloying.
god, he's in too deep. so fucking attached. it didn't take watching Prompto get bodied by a wyvern for Clive to realize it, but it certainly didn't help him moderate his feelings; if anything, it's made him feel even more protective in a way that was completely unplanned for. too much, too soon, too quickly. (the running theme.) ]
...Indulge me any more, and you'll really find me hard to get rid of.
[ warmly, as their lips part. and, despite the content of his words, Clive beams; his eyes narrow in fondness, as if Prompto is the brightest point of light in a three-mile radius. ]
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prompto wants to be close to him, let the warmth of his body soak into his until they're just a pile of limbs. and more than likely, it's the desperation beginning to sink in now; a stark awareness of what could have happened had neither of them acted quickly enough or had done things differently. he refuses to let clive put too much distance between them, hand lightly gripping at the back of his neck. ]
Hard or hard? [ he grins as he says it, matching the kind of liveliness reflected in clive's gaze. but he can only hold it for so long, eventually half-groaning and half-laughing at himself. ] Sorry, sorry. Even I know that's just bad. But what can I say? You inspire me.
[ to be stupid, to be silly. to be honest.
it's with those thoughts in mind that prompto kisses him again, slowly and much more encouraging as his fingers slip into clive's hair to hold him close. ]
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speaking of: ] Don't provoke me. [ again, an instance where the tone doesn't match what Clive is saying. teeth find Prompto's bottom lip, and nip it with playful chiding. ] You need rest.
[ which is to say: Clive isn't the one with bruises over half his body, and he can and will get hard if Prompto keeps being sweet. a testament, again, to how stupid Prompto makes him feel, eager in ways that Clive has repressed for a long, long time. ]
Unless you want to punish me for my poor performance earlier. You would be entitled.
[ blue-balling him is a very legitimate form of revenge, actually. Clive laughs about it, because it's very absurd. ]
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I'm already resting. [ he's in a bed? and he's comfortable. ] You said whatever I need, right? [ prompto punctuates the question with a kiss. ] I'm not gonna punish you. I want to be close to you.
[ he wants to feel him, to know that he's still there with him.
it takes a moment for prompto to find his courage, ignoring the strain of his muscles as he gives clive's hair a forward pull in an attempt to topple him. the positioning is a little awkward, but he doesn't let up, kissing away whatever protests might fall out of clive's mouth. only on a breath does he continue. ]
...Is that okay? [ as if he's going to force clive into something he doesn't actually want. ]
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because he does. unmistakably. Prompto's eyes flick up towards Clive, asking for permission, and Clive thinks that he would agree to anything at this point. ]
More than, [ he breathes. it's actually a Problem, how little of a problem it is to simply stay. ] I want to be as close as you'll let me.
[ even if it makes him ache with everything he won't be able to do, with Prompto in his current condition. ]
You are－ [ another laugh, between kisses. ] ―Irresistible.
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he's never had anything like this before, and it's not as if clive knows that particular truth about him (yet). how often he'd spend all his time alone—foster parents who were never home, no real friends until high school. even after that, well... his best friend is gone, and the others he'd stuck by had their own kind of soul-searching to do, which had left him, once again, on his own. but clive pays attention to him and spoils him with sweet words and even sweeter actions.
it's an addicting feeling, one that even overpowers the physical limitations of his body.
prompto huffs out a soft sound of indignation and nudges his nose against clive's before gently knocking their foreheads together. soft affection. ]
Not like you, [ he teases back, finally letting his hands smooth down clive's neck and over his shoulders. ] And I'll so show you when I don't feel so runover. But right now? [ prompto tips his face and kisses the corner of clive's mouth. ] Maybe you should get a little closer.
[ and he smiles into another kiss. ]
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